Edge-less....?!

You know....when I made the decision to start this I thought it would be a good way for me to capture thoughts, create a chronology and, maybe, get feedback from folks. Well, what I need is an edge....this blog represents an incomplete picture of my life. For instance, I have very little access to my 4 children. It is one of the most intense voids a parent could ever experience. And I need to do something....it's been 5 years since my divorce! The only way I can talk to them on the phone is by speakerphone....presumably so inquiring ears can keep tabs. Anyway, I could truly go on about everything....I need an edge. I sure the fuck hope to find it....